tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-78500908808316520962024-03-13T05:08:25.345-07:00Come Closer...My Online Diary,. This is where i publish my daily thoughts, ideas, poems, and short stories.KainiZzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14275089093579644966noreply@blogger.comBlogger23125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7850090880831652096.post-31813919108901709412009-11-29T18:38:00.001-08:002009-11-29T18:38:42.809-08:00148.233.239.24 port 80 for fated<br /><br />200.65.129.3 port 80 for Naru<br /><br />1st<br />sell for 50 profit 50<br /><br />2nd<br />buy for 50 then sell for 60 profit 10<br /><br />1st<br />buy for 60 then sell for 70 profit 10<br /><br /><br /><br />Steady gain<br /><br />main acct<br />sell for 50 profit +50<br />=total net income +50 = 50 with rep<br /><br />dummy acct<br />buy for 50 sell for 49 profit -1<br />=total net income -1 = 49 w/o rep<br /><br />main acct<br />buy for 49 sell for 50 profit +1<br />=total net income +1 = 51<br /><br />dummy acct<br />buy for 50 sell for 52 profit +2<br />=total net icome +0 = 49<br /><br />main acct<br />buy for 51 sell for 50 profit -1<br />=total net income -1 = 50<br /><br />dummy acct<br />buy for 50 sell for 49 profit -1<br />=total net income -1<br /><br />main acct<br />buy for 49 sell for 50 profit +1<br /><br />dummy acct<br />buy for 50 sell for 51 profit +1<br /><br />rinse and repeat<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />buy for 50 then sell for 50 nullify<br /><br />buy for 50 then sell for 51<br /><br />buy for 51 then sell for 51KainiZzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14275089093579644966noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7850090880831652096.post-25947876342202213152009-11-14T18:04:00.000-08:002009-11-14T18:10:21.717-08:00The number of LoveBeing with you seems like a smooth ride<br />Glad to always have you by my side<br />Something's telling me you are unique<br />Gifted, talented and truly artistic<br /><br />Hear me now, I have something to say<br />All the things that made me happy each day<br />Fill my mind with thoughts untrue<br />Still again, I'd never cease to think of you<br /><br />Run to me and hug me tight<br />Bag my kisses and make things right<br />Life has never been like this since you came<br />If only things can still be the same<br /><br />Far away and follow my track<br />Lay my tears and never look back<br />Goodbye, my girl, you will always be<br />Truly, my best and one and onlyKainiZzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14275089093579644966noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7850090880831652096.post-2456230352033605602009-10-13T23:05:00.001-07:002009-10-13T23:05:53.173-07:00<a onclick="(new Image()).src = '/ajax/ct.php?app_id=275019365592&action_type=3&post_form_id=f52554d408db66a2b17d2a5691a7aca1&position=14&' + Math.random();return true;" href="http://apps.facebook.com/mysticmeg/">Mystic Meg's</a> prediction for Bisente:"Bisente, I bring you BAD news. The future looks very bleak for you. It has something to do with the colour orange and a woman."KainiZzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14275089093579644966noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7850090880831652096.post-6623652320540977042009-09-20T22:03:00.000-07:002009-09-20T22:04:09.995-07:00What if....When She Says She Has A Boyfriend<br />As you well know by now, I have issued a standing invitation to each and every one of you to send me your main "sticking points", "high quality problems" and/or whatever you want to call the issues you face as you move toward excellence with women.<br /><br />And every day I continue to get amazing insightful e-mails and MySpace messages from many of you.<br /><br />One of the themes I am seeing time and again revolves around the whole concept of a woman announcing that she "has a boyfriend" when you meet her and ask for her phone number. And that's the one we're going to get to the bottom of today.<br /><br />The focal point of the conversation might go something like this:<br /><br /><br />Guy: "What do you say we get to know each other better?"<br /><br />Woman: "That sounds good, but I don't think that I can let ya."<br /><br />Guy: "I don't know, tell me is it so...do you get a kick outta telling brothers 'no'?"<br /><br />Woman: "No it's not that, see, you don't understand. How should I put it...I GOT a man."<br /><br />Guy: "What's your man got to do with me?"<br /><br />Woman: "I've GOT a man."<br /><br />Guy: "I'm not trying to hear that, see?"<br /><br />I'd have given you a buck if you could have told me it was "Positive K" who made those words (in)famous. And even though I can't believe those lyrics are fifteen years old, the conversation itself is A LOT older than that.<br /><br />Clearly, when you hear this sort of response from a woman you are being faced with a clear objection to your interest in her. But as we're about to find out, that can be for at least three reasons.<br /><br />Once you have a handle on WHY women tell you they "have a boyfriend", you can calibrate to the situation more effectively on a case-by-case basis rather than being stopped dead in your tracks every time.<br /><br />So let's go over those three reasons.<br /><br />1) Maybe she DOES have a boyfriend<br /><br />Whether Positive K is trying to hear it or not, sometimes the straight-up truth is that the woman really is in a committed relationship. Moreover, she's actually interested in remaining faithful to the guy she's committed to.<br /><br />Now, you'd think this would signal the end to a very short conversation on the matter.<br /><br />But guess again.<br /><br />Given the nature of how we operate around here, we get e-mails from both men and women. As we read through them, we tend to discover amazing patterns.<br /><br />One of the more amazing ones is how we tend to get e-mails from guys who AREN'T able to date/get to know/hook up with women because they have boyfriends.<br /><br />Yet, the women tend to write us because they ARE dating/getting to know/hooking up with a guy who's already "taken".<br /><br />To quote an old Warner Brothers cartoon, "It just don't add up."<br /><br />We have no idea why women in particular let themselves get emotionally tangled with some married guy to begin with. Then again, we have no idea why guys want to get into a mess like that either.<br /><br />Here's the deal. If you find out she's really got a boyfriend (let alone a husband), then trying to get her to compromise that relationship means you're asking her to compromise her character and become a cheater. And if she's a cheater, you want no part of her because she'll cheat on you just as easily when the next effective PUA comes along.<br /><br />Believe me. We tell women this story ALL THE TIME. Yet, we keep getting e-mails...hopeful ones. It's nuts.<br /><br />So what if you're in a situation where a woman in your social circle has a boyfriend, but you're in a position to interact with her often?<br /><br />The answer is to banter and be your devastatingly attractive self all the while, realizing that MOST boyfriends get broken up with. Were that not the case, we'd al be married by fifth grade or something, right?<br /><br />So don't actively push her to breakup with her boyfriend. This will just irritate her, and it comes off as completely self-serving. Neither trust nor comfort is achieved there.<br /><br />I also don't advocate going "under the radar" in an attempt to subvert her relationship with her boyfriend either. You know what I mean. For example, listening to her rants about her boyfriend and agreeing that she should be treated better, but that she should "give him a chance" or something because some guys need time to "mature" or whatever.<br /><br />By keeping your masculine, confident presence up and not kissing up to her, you stay out of the Friend Zone which is exactly what keeps your equity up for the future when she breaks up.<br /><br />And when she does, act FAST. Don't sweat her getting back together with the guy or becoming her "rebound relationship". Those are risks you have to take, but which also can be mitigated by knowing how to attract a woman. Meanwhile, this could be the ultimate case of "you snooze, you lose". Mark this: You weren't the only guy on a "breakup watch" there.<br /><br />2) Most socially connected, attractive women have "boyfriends"<br /><br />If a woman is socially connected and considered attractive by a healthy percentage of guys, she'll almost always have a "maxed out" address book in her phone.KainiZzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14275089093579644966noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7850090880831652096.post-81216588667806155522009-09-20T04:38:00.000-07:002009-09-20T04:39:26.184-07:00Another one6:15 PM<br /><br />look at yourself.. after you met him, are you able to do the things you want to do?? are you really happy with him?? i know mhilig ka mag blog, i know you're a born writer,, kht p sabihin mong unconsiously.. I know you have talent, I read every bit in your blog.,. Nanghihinayang ako for that in way that, being with him hinders your capability of being the best person you can ever be?? are you really that happy or that contented?? or are you just, stucked in the love that you think could be best for you?? this is not an implication.... it's just an analysis, say what you wanna say but i think i'm one of the very few persons that can understand you most,. i can feel you, your thoughts, your ways and who you are,. i know you are not like this,. i pity you as much as i wanna save you from this vain,. i will ask you, is that like you? You do things that are somewhat inappropriate for him.. i know thigs shouldn't be lyk that, you just need to have someone who can show you the menaing of hapniness and everything.., love is not stuck with just one philosophy,. you may think it that way but somehow you will realize that it's much more deep., love is being you and bringing out the best in you. that is it's one good quality. loving someone is just not as simple as missing him or feeling some great things for him. love is much deeper in a sense that you are able to express the things you wanna express when with him. i know you might not understand me but let me tell you that in tagalog. Isa sa mga katangian ng pagmamahal eh ung pagpapakita ng tunay n ikaw. Ung tipong kpag ksama mo xa, mggwa mo ang lahat ng bgay, ung tipong wlang imposible,. ung tipong pag ksama mo xa, wla kng ibang mararamdaman kundi puro mgagandang bgay,. that's the real meaning of love for me,. Hndi nya pinipigilan ung capabilities mo na gwin ang lhat.,<br /><br /><br />Alam mo it's not about sa kung cnu ang nauna. you may be kissed a thousand times by a wrong frog, but there's always this prince charming who will someday be there for you. don't stuck yourself because u think the person whom you gave ur viginity is the one for you,. i don't think so,. a person's destiny is not determined by sex or lust,. it's determined by love,. it's a feeling and not a sensation., I wrote this because i just wanted to express my self,, i may not explain you this much pero i hope this will help you undersatnd more,. if you can study more on philosophy you may understand certain things.., I'm lucky to have you because, you bring out the best in me., remeber ung first tym na sinabi ko sau about my anxiety disorder?? I always wanna be a lawyer. because i lyk arguments,. pero i don't have the guts to express out my feelings., pero bsta 2ngkol sau, im able to burst it all out,. i thank you for this,. kht wala kng kaalaam alam sa sinsabi ko., super thankful tlg ako, kea e2 cguro ung reason kng bkt mhal n mahal kta,. salamat kambal ko!KainiZzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14275089093579644966noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7850090880831652096.post-6864719798289207032009-09-20T04:37:00.002-07:002009-09-20T04:38:53.786-07:004th letter to NwuteSept 20 2009 4:47 PM<br /><br />Hmmmmm gs2 sa wakas nkapagpahinga din ako.!! buruin mo 15 hrs din un noh??!! hahahah.. nbwasan n din ung palpitation ng utak ko! stress an ung worries!!! hahaha kakadrepressed tlga!! nwute bat gnun?! kht anu gwin ko,., kht anu sakit n ibato sakin di k p rin mwala s isip ko?? huhuhu.. mahal n mahal kta.. I just want you to know na I won't stop proving you this feeling of mine... I will keep my promise no matter what... Jusdt stay as you are and I hope na someday we would be in a very happy ending....<br /><br />and gs2 ko lng sna mag comment 2ngkol s bf mong c pao.. no hard feelings poh ah.. wag k sanang magagalit!! dba dpat ang tao pag mhal na mahal mo tlga lhat lhat ng paraan ggwin mo pra s knya??? eh xa prang wla nman gngwang praan pra sa inyong dlawa.. in a guys point of view ha., pra ksing sex lng gs2 nya sau at ung feeling of proudness ksi ikaw ung gf nya.. di nman ako mpag compare pero naiinis lng tlga ako,. dba ikaw lst tym meron kng damit n gs2ng gs2 tlga?? sya alam nya un,, pero anung gnwa nya? puro panghihinayang n lng n sna nbili nya,, kung iicpin mo yung "thing" n un eh npkahlaga sau kya dpat ittreat nya din un ng npkahalang bgay na dapat tlgang mabili.. and at that time,, there I am, gumawa poh ako dba ng praan lhat ng paraan pra kht papano mapareserve ko ung damit? I told the tindera na kelangang kelangan ko tlgang mbli ung damit n un pra sau.. at ung money na ginastos ko rin eh tlgang ginwan ko rin poh ng paraan ksi, alam ko ku2langangin ako pag ung s allowance ko lng ku2nin., and then ayun nga nbili ko sya, in which i was very proud ksi natupad ko ung isang bgay n gs2ng gs2 mo tlga.. oh well, labas n d2 ung kaangasan or pagmamayabang or kung ano man,.., pero ksi kung ung maliit n bgay lng n un, hndi nya mgawan ng paraan,, panu p kya s ibang bagay?? pnu kung mas malaking bgay?? hndi s ayw ko sya pra sau pero ksi iniisip ko ung present at future mo,., ako i want the best for you,, and i will do anything pra mganda ung future mo.., kung sya kya?? i doubt it na mbbbgyan k nya ng mgandang future.., hndi k nya gnun kamahal.. kht p sabhin mong gnun katagal., love is not measured by how long or how short u knew a person,. ang taong magmamahal tlga sau eh ung kayang mag sacrifice at patunayan sau na kya nyang gwin at tiisin ang lahat ng bgay for your sake,. sinabi ko poh sau to pra pag isipan mo ng mbuti., im just looking at the most logical side, at wlang halong bias to.,. have a great day my love!!KainiZzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14275089093579644966noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7850090880831652096.post-84058615700244610852009-09-20T04:37:00.001-07:002009-09-20T04:37:47.650-07:002nd letter to Nwute<p>Sept 18, 2009 6:13 AM @ the office</p> <p>Hi there kambal! How are you doing? I know tulog k pa ngaun, and I'm quite sure na kakatulog mo pa lng halos. Ang lamig d2 s office sobra! nka taas n ung hoodie ko pero mlamig pa rin eh. haha. I already done 150 transcriptions.<br /></p> <p>I just wanna tell you that I missed you so much and I can't stop thinking about you. it's as if kinakain ako ng unti unti ng feeling n to. i wanted our friendship but it will eventually get to a point where i would ask for your love. I really want us to be together. sbhin mo ng npka selfish ko pero it's a way pra ma attain ko n finally ung happiness n mtgal ko ng hinahanap. im so sorry for being lyk this. alam ko wla akong karapatan, pero it's mmy right din to be happy dba?</p> <p>It takes forever to find the girl you really want pero now that you are so near to me, i can't have u and that's the most frustrating thing na mangyayari sa isang tao. I don't wanna loose you pero I don't wanna loose myself too. Love is bitter sweet. </p> <p>If you could just give me time to prove you that this feeling can last longer than you expect. Kambal, salamat po sa lahat. I mean ung makilala lng kta at mkasama ka at matignan ka sa mga mata mo eh npkalaking bagay na sa akin. </p> <p>Please please please, give me a chance. I'll do everything for you. EVERYTHING! even if it costs me everything, my life, my money, my hapiness, my time, my everthing. JUst give me a chance please, kht 0.01% lng poh.</p> <p>sorry s sobrang pagka emo ko poh. I know I am supposed to be not like that. actually hndi nman tlga ako gn2 eh. dala lng tlga to ng sobrang pagseselos. Pero kht masaktan ako bsta alam ko kht masakit kng kapalit nman eh ikaw, i am willing to risk anything.</p> <p>so paano, hanggang d2 nlng muna for my 2nd letter. I probly wouldn't stop sending u love letters. I finally found a girl na mkakaappreciate sa mga things na sinusulat ko ksi, pagsusulat tlga ang hilig ko. pag ksama kta na exxpress ko lhat ng feelings ko at gs2 kong sabhin. i will keep my promise don't u worry. and i will prove to you everything. I love you kambal Nwute. </p>KainiZzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14275089093579644966noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7850090880831652096.post-26714888897071037772009-09-20T04:35:00.002-07:002009-09-20T04:37:15.754-07:003rd Letter to Nwute<p>5:36 AM, Saturday 19 Sept 2009</p> <p>Hi poh kambal Nhwute ko! Musta ka na? Napaka lamig d2, I'm literally freezing to death na poh. Ayw nman ksi hinaan ng IT ung aircon eh. Musta k n poh kea?? Prbably, tulog k p poh ngaun, naghihilik? Ahahah! Puchaw nman eh, nahiwalay p ksi ako s gma wavemates ko, loner 2loy ako d2 sa baba. Hahah echusera tong katabi kong mtanda. Kla mo nman npka galing, ambobo nman! hahahah! Tinuturuan kong i capitalize nya ung name ng company, ayaw nya, ksi dw un ung tinuro! hahaah prang walng common sense. Anyway, miss n miss n poh kta, as in. Naalala ko nga pla noh, nakilala n pla kta before I met Maui, Tine, Alleli and Liz. Akalain mo un?! hahaha. If only I have a time machine, I could get back to that time, and if that happens, sobrang sobrang happy na sana ntin ngaun. Small world nga tlga sabi nila. Biruin mo, we're both connected in countless ways. Hahaha. Lalo ko lng naisip n dpat tlga ktang mahalin 'coz you are my destiny,, Jai ho!! hahahahah! pero di nga,, seriously... Naniniwala n poh ako, ikaw n ang destined soulmate ko.. wla ng iba,.. God is continuously sending me signs and hidden messages about sau at sa ating dlawa. As I said dun s 1st letter ko, this was only a test. It's the ultimate test to see whether how strong our bond is. I hope lng sna wag mong putulin ksi ako wla n tlga akong plans putulin to.. Mahal na mahal n poh kta. I hope someday, you will love me too as I have loved you. Salamas, este salamat poh sa lahat ksi maisip lng kta, pinapangiti mo na ung araw ko eh. Mwahh Mwahh Mwahh! </p>KainiZzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14275089093579644966noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7850090880831652096.post-46159523743759525782009-09-20T04:35:00.001-07:002009-09-20T04:35:19.894-07:00I will<br /><br />Make you a super design in resto<br />Create a rocking interior design for our house<br />Feed your pet whenever you're not around<br />COok you a sinigang na baboy 'coz it's both our fave<br />Bake you some brownies<br />Make a very very spicy dish for you<br />BUy you the greatest and cutest dress ever<br />Want to make you a clothing line business<br />Want you to be a great desiner sometime<br />Walk with you to the ends of the earth<br />Make you laugh whenever possible<br />HUg and hold ur hands and kiss you frequently if you like<br />Sing you your favorite songs until I ran out of breath<br />Watch Disney with you even if others call it corny<br />celebrate our birthday together<br />Sing fall for you<br />Read your blogs and appreciate your talents and skills<br />Let you crush me and punch me and everything<br />carry you in front of many no matter what<br />Look at you and tell you how beautiful you are<br />Give you a bracelet even if it was dropped by others<br />Protect you from other not-so-good people<br />Watch Windstruck and KImi dora with you and whatever film<br />Eat fishball and spicy noodles with you and whatever possible<br />Play you the greatest music with piano and guitars<br />Learn to play drums for you coz i know u lyk it<br />Race with you upstairs and see whose foot went in first<br />Shoot basketballs with you<br />Earn plenty of tokens with you<br />Protect you from ghosts and scary stuffs<br />Cover your eyes and ears whenever you're too scared<br />Run with you if there's a cockroach nearby<br />Help you overcome your fears however extreme<br />Overcome my anxiety disorder for you<br />Be there for you no matter how hard<br />Fight for you until my last breath<br />Love you in all aspects<br />Understand what you're going through<br />Marry you someday<br />Have with you the greatest children<br />Create our dreamhouse<br />Bring you to the most romantic place on Earth Venice and Paris<br />Create a perfect life with you<br />Wait for you no matter how long<br />Will not stop thinking about you<br />Save you from him........KainiZzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14275089093579644966noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7850090880831652096.post-76736563617422273272009-09-12T09:22:00.000-07:002009-09-12T09:35:35.990-07:00To someone...Don't Tell Me You Love Me<br />by NvWiUnTce<br /><br />Don't tell me you love me if you are not sincere<br />For a lie that strong can ruin my life and bring on a new fear<br />Fear to be loved, fear to love ever again<br />It can cause my fragile heart to break, tear and bend<br />Think of all in life that will be missed<br />because of one small broken promise<br />So, when I put all of my trust deep within you<br />Please don't tell me you love me, unless you truly doKainiZzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14275089093579644966noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7850090880831652096.post-27820281537025545882008-12-08T00:11:00.000-08:002009-08-26T04:16:31.305-07:00I made this one last nyt. It's for someone very dear to me. I haven't found her yet. Hope that someday I'll do. ENjoy!<br /><br />Whenever you're sad, whenever you're gloomy<br />I'll only be here for you to make you happy<br />Even though it may not seem and it's not obvious<br />But for me you are the only mose precious<br /><br />You may not know it, but to me you're special<br />You are the very one and the only original<br />My feelings fo youkeeps growing each day<br />And I never thought I would feel this way<br /><br />If you could only ever fathom my heart<br />You'd know that I've already loved you from the start<br />Funny it may seems but I did not want you to know<br />This feeling of mine that doesn't seem to go<br /><br />But now, I want the whole wide world to see<br />About how important you are to me<br />Hugs, kisses, and this poem I offer you<br />And my heart that will forever be trueKainiZzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14275089093579644966noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7850090880831652096.post-78547692558444072572008-10-19T02:58:00.000-07:002008-10-19T03:04:16.069-07:00To my dear Maureen...Maureen<br />by Vince<br /><br />You caught me in a dangerous moment<br />When my heart was in a deep torment<br />You've given me hope, you've given me a chance<br />Yo continue this wonderful romance<br /><br />I don't know how can I possibly start<br />To thank you for healing my ached heart<br />What I know is that I'm falling for you<br />And this wonderful feeling is true<br /><br />Now it's in yours, where my heart belongs<br />Come with me and I'll sing this song<br />A love like this, I've never ever seen<br />Oh how I love you my baby Maureen<br /><br />I hope this moment shall never ever end<br />With you, baby, my most important friend<br />I'll go with you wherever it would take me<br />And my love will stay forever it will beKainiZzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14275089093579644966noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7850090880831652096.post-67643990583098104642008-10-19T02:36:00.000-07:002008-10-19T02:58:13.126-07:00A DotA poemThe DotA poem<br />by Vince<br /><br />It started with a clever picking<br />Then the horn of cenarius sounding<br />Followed by an agile creep-blocking<br />The start of the beginning<br /><br />Sk, Lina, Leoric lanes the bottom<br />A superior lane control no one could ever question<br />Burrow, Bolt, and array has been thrown<br />That poor enemy's troll got pawned<br /><br />And now let's go into the middle lane<br />Whe're SF and Davion came<br />In this battle they would have to claim<br />The elusive exp and gold they can possible gain<br /><br />The top lane's meepo was quite steady<br />For his enemies are getting heavy<br />Fissure and Nova are his enemy<br />The fearsome combo of deadly harmony<br /><br />As the ferocious battle goes b<br />In ganks and clashes, skills fly<br />Some juke, some escape, and some die<br />The other team thrashtalks "nice try"<br /><br />Oh dear meepo tries to solo Roshan<br />The other heroes try to gangbang<br />In the woods they find the one<br />That lone troll farming in wonderland<br /><br />Sandking immediately winks<br />Followed by a nimble blink<br />Burrowstrike makes the troll sink<br />GG troll as many would think<br /><br />The the team tries to push<br />TP-save the opponent used<br />But meepo breaks the unwanted truce<br />And tries to squeeze away the juice<br /><br />They have to kill raigor<br />Who, in echo slam, has had a great score<br />But you seeit was only five versus four<br />Thus it leads the enemy in sore<br /><br />Alas! the balance has been broken<br />It's a gg that's nearly spoken<br />The defenders has fallen<br />Rax, towers, and the tree are all broken<br /><br />If only they've warded more<br />They would've prevented the gank on troll<br />The other team had a greater score<br />And they could have a chance to backdoor<br /><br />Perhaps it was a close call<br />For a team you wouldn't easily small<br />Life indeed is like a ball<br />Just pawned because of the lone trollKainiZzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14275089093579644966noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7850090880831652096.post-3616018296277880892008-10-19T02:34:00.000-07:002008-10-19T02:36:38.507-07:00One Sided LoveOne sided love<br />by: Vince<br /><br />Why do I always remember<br />The time when i never surrendered<br />You, me, and always will be<br />A vision endless memory<br /><br />Hope lead to frustration and frustration lead to anger<br />Reminiscing the time when you said that it's over<br />But this feeling of mine never ceased<br />Up until the time that I'd be deceased<br /><br />I'm always thinking what have I done<br />For you to say that I'm not the one<br />I've done everything I could<br />But love me girl, you still never would<br /><br />But despite the fact that you don't love meI<br />'ll be here forever, girl, you will see<br />Just baby don't you let go<br />Of my heart that loves you soKainiZzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14275089093579644966noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7850090880831652096.post-69659575372311598022008-10-19T02:24:00.000-07:002008-10-19T02:34:18.169-07:00TorpeTuwing kita'y makikita ako'y natutulala<br />Di mapakali, nahihilo at tila nadadapa<br />Pag ika'y nandiyan mundo ko'y umiikot<br />Di makagalaw na para bang ako'y nasapot<br /><br />Bakit ba ganito ang aking nararamdaman<br />Para akong isang manlalaro na talunan<br />Para sa iyo, pinipilit kong lakasan<br />Ang damdamin kong ito na parang ewan<br /><br />Ngunit 'pag wala ka pilit kang hinahanap<br />Puso ko'y dinala mo, aking hinahagilap<br />Magkahalong ligaya at lungkot ang aking nararamdaman<br />Kapag ikaw, aking sinta ay wala riyan<br /><br />Pakiramdam ko'y napakaswerte ko<br />Dahil sa lahat ng babae sa mundong ito<br />Ika'y akin at ako'y sa'yo<br />Tunay na pinag-isa ang ating dalawang puso<br /><br />Kaya huwag kang mag-alala aking mahal<br />Kahit minsan ako'y isang hangal<br />Ako 'man ay isang dakilang torpe<br />Ay mahal na mahal kita ang BhebheKainiZzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14275089093579644966noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7850090880831652096.post-81012063095758313702008-10-18T09:13:00.001-07:002008-10-18T09:57:04.046-07:00Crazy Kart, KainiZz comeback!As I start my day, i began to wonder, what would happen if I continued my Crazy Kart play?? That's when I realized something, that I would have to practice more to be strong in CK again.. The first thing I did was sit in front of a pc and log in my acct. I searched the net for some guides and techniques on how to race. I found some drifting techniques and terms they used. I found out the term "straight drifting". This is a technique where pros drift in a straight path in order to prepare for a drift turn. I thought this would help me a lot in the whole racing proccess. I also found out some big names in CK industry, such as X1 and ACR teams,. Then I told to myself that I would join the team after I learn how to straight drift. The I logged in my CK acct and started playing. I first followed the training method my friend gave me, which is practice on highway tracks. I tried and tried until I felt bored, I play dota and try CK again. Now, I'm improving na. And I found out some secrets too about the different twist and turns of the kart when u press drift key. Next, I'll post the step by step method on how to do the drift... Until next tym guys, follow ny track ok?? heheKainiZzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14275089093579644966noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7850090880831652096.post-59425659413489062022008-10-16T04:04:00.000-07:002008-10-16T04:06:06.332-07:00Featuring.... MCJALy<p>MCJALy, because, we listed all the special ladies in everyone's heart... MC, Jean, Aireen, and Lovely.... </p><p>It was formed last February 4, 2006...</p><p>Members:</p><p>Jan Vincent V. Chioco: Lead Guitars and Vocals</p><p>Ramrence C. Catalig: Bass Guitar</p><p>Jay-Jay Barrientos: Rhythm Guitars and Vocals</p><p>Uriel C. Artigo: Drums</p></p><p>Member Profiles and other band details Coming SOon!</p>KainiZzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14275089093579644966noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7850090880831652096.post-53294328684308351702008-10-16T04:03:00.000-07:002008-10-16T04:04:04.984-07:00Une Lettre Française (A French Letter)<p>Le plus cher Bhebhe,</p><p>Bonjour bhe de bhe ! Je connais l'u're probablement endormi tandis que j'écrivais cette lettre. Vous savez, ceci, je présumez, êtes une lettre d'amour. À ce moment même, je me sens dans-ai très aimé ! Je ne peux pas expliquer ce que me sens en ce moment je ! Cette lettre pourrait vous donner une idée de la façon dont GRAND est l'amour pour vous. J'espère que vous la liriez de haut en bas. J'ai fait cette lettre en raison de mon amour inexplicable pour vous. Vous (ou d'autres) pourrait trouver cette lettre "bébête" mais pour moi, il est le produit de mon amour pour vous. Vous savez que je suis un bon auteur mais pas un orateur très bon. Je veux dire, je peux vous dire que tout que je veux dire et tous mes pensées et sentiments en écrivant une lettre ou une composition. Mais, quand j'ai été invité à parler de mes pensées et sentiments, j'ai souvent oublié ce que j'étais sur le point de dire, ainsi à la fin, mes mots ne convainquent pas très. Ce que j'écris maintenant tout vient de mon coeur. Aucunes fraudes, aucuns mensonges, tout le thruth. Je t'aime mon toujours plus cher Lovely May Inocencio. Je suis très très très chanceux pour vous avoir en tant que mon bhe de bhe ! J'étais très reconnaissant que Dieu avait donné m'à une dame si merveilleuse. Nous tous les deux savons qu'un bon nombre de types ont une réunion juste de passion vous et parlant avec vous. Il y a beaucoup de types dont soyez plus beau que moi qui comme vous. J'étais si chanceux que vous m'ayez choisi pour être votre petit ami. C'est une fois dans une occasion de vie ainsi je ne pourrais pas me permettre de la gaspiller. Je serai votre gardien, votre conseiller, votre bestfriend, votre protecteur, votre amoureux, et votre tout. Je pourrais faire n'importe quoi dans l'intéret de notre rapport et dans votre propre intéret pour je t'aime tellement. Vos si joli, si magnifique, intelligent, aimable, très croyant, et arrangement. Vous êtes un-de-un-aimable. Vous avez un ans dans million. Je sais que je ne trouverais pas une telle une autre fille. Je souhaite que vous ne changiez pas. Je souhaite que vous restiez comme vous êtes. Je souhaite que notre rapport dure pour toujours. Je sais qu'il y aurait beaucoup d'épreuves, de défis, et de difficultés comme nous allons sur notre rapport. J'espère que nous je plus stable, et plus sage en manipulant nos problèmes. Je sais que nous pouvons résister à n'importe quelles difficultés qui pourraient nous frapper. Soyez juste avec mon côté. Nous pourrions le faire ensemble. Si toujours il y a un problème, n'hésitez pas à me demander qu'et je promets que je ferais tout mon meilleur pour résoudre le problème. Rappelez-vous que nous sommes des détectives bien ? ? ? Les détectives sont des solutionneurs de problème ! Bhe, avant que je finisse cette lettre je voudrais vous indiquer une fois de plus cela JE T'AIME. Et rien allant changer mon amour pour vous. Vous êtes le soleil de ma vie, vous êtes la prunelle de mon oeil. Vous êtes mon soutien de la seulement-vie de moi perdriez ma vie précieuse si vous êtes allé. Et même s'il y a des intrus qui pourraient simplement interférer notre rapport, je les frapperais avec mon brochet de +10QuadBloody, je les mitraillerais en rase-mottes avec mon +10Double Arbalest sanglant, et je les laisserais goûter ma HP-DRANING Mammonite ! (Uy ! s Ragnarok PO un ! wahahaha) je ne peux pas les laisser vous prendre loin dans des mes bras. Le sang jetterait s'ils employaient la force. Force avec la force, sang par sang, homme à équiper ! Et ma seulement arme est une confiance, et ma protection est votre amour. Je sais que Dieu nous accordera la joie éternelle. Je sais qu'il fera notre rapport durent l'éternité. Et je sais combien il aime les deux de nous. Je déteste pour finir cette lettre mais il semble que je parle trop ! wahahaha ! Tout que je veux dire est je t'aime ! Mais pardonnez-moi, je suis très bavard et émotif dans ce knid de matière. L'amour est ma faiblesse, vous savez. J'espère que vous avez aimé la lettre, cependant apparemment ennuyeuse. Et j'espère que ceci vous inciterait à m'aimer encore plus ! hehehe ! Ok ! Dieu bénissent toujours ! Je t'aime tellement ! et rappelez-vous que je serai toujours ici pour vous n'importe ce que ! Ayez un beau jour ! Je t'aime ! (je juste ne peux pas arrêter le sayin 'je t'aime à vous ! hehe)</p>KainiZzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14275089093579644966noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7850090880831652096.post-77099078910674545942008-10-16T04:01:00.000-07:002008-10-16T04:03:07.615-07:00Conversation with special someone (published last april '05)I was just practicing the Love Moves in Mysterious Ways song when Lovely, my bestfriend texted me. She asked me to call her, so I called her. We had a nice conversation. Though I seem to show her my feelings for her. I just can't hide that she's still special to me even if we're not together anymore. And what's making me happy is that, I do think that she still loves me. Hope we'd be together soon. But, I will just accept where destiny would bring us. But one thing is sure for me, my love for her will stay forever even though I would loved somebody else.</KainiZzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14275089093579644966noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7850090880831652096.post-7663756239986880172008-10-16T04:00:00.001-07:002008-10-16T04:00:57.943-07:00The ProphecyChrysanthemums will wither together with its leaves, lying beside the fiery eyes soaked with blood; even then, your sublime status will never be shaken, even if only half of your limbs will remain to increase the fascination within the drama. Should a search for a new partner begin? If so, then head to the east. You will definitely meet the one who is waiting for you.</KainiZzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14275089093579644966noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7850090880831652096.post-86985594919946134142008-10-16T03:56:00.000-07:002008-10-16T03:59:22.622-07:00Hey! 'tis my blogI just made this blog! Yehey! Hope everyone would dare to read my write-ups and appreciate. I also do hope that they would post comments so that I can consider my writing style and improve my writing. Together, let us make my blog lively!! Hehehe!KainiZzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14275089093579644966noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7850090880831652096.post-19488245725252492272008-10-16T03:54:00.000-07:002008-10-16T03:55:50.951-07:00Frustrations (posted in fs blog last Aug '07)Last night I grew impatient about the game Lineage II.. First, I grew tired of the high video requirements of the game that made my play very awful.. Second, my wolf died when I tried to lvl him.. Thinking that it cost me almost 200k to just finish the wolf quest and suddenly it would die just like that.. Third, I died about 5 times becuase of the fucking lag.. Fourth, this is the most crucial, I think, because I believe the gameplay sucks, look at the quests, they made you do a lot of things and reward you with just some stupid crap.. Plus, I think having no money at all could get you nowhere in this game.. And warp fees are joke.. 10k?20k?30k? Pots are nothing, monsters so aggre, u’re dead if u’re mobbed by 3-4 monsters, npc items are so expensive like alacrity, recovery scroll, etc.. Let’s take for example, the skill of the orc shamman def up,, He has to Pdef enhancing skill ( forgot the name), one can be acquired lvl14 and another at lvl20.. The bad thing is that if you get both two, u wasted the other because it doesnt stack, meaning if you cast one the other won’t take effect.. My point is, why would they put two spells together in one char if they knew it has the same effect?? Are they just making fun of us??There are still a handful of bugs which could make ur gameplay worse.. And lastly, I’ve already create about 6 characters, 4 of wich is 15 and above and 2 changed jobs.. My highest is just 22 and I think levelling is worse than watching early dragonball episodes.. My colleagues, some of which I outplayed and outlevelled for quite sometime, are now almost lvl30, and it’s quite sad that I was totally underlevelled.. The very last thing is, it would gonna be a pay to play game, wich of course, could be a major hit to my daily earningsKainiZzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14275089093579644966noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7850090880831652096.post-37137747081967899352008-10-15T08:19:00.000-07:002008-10-15T08:32:55.466-07:00Hidden LoveHidden Love<br />by Vince<br /><br /><br />I wish you could only see<br />How much you, my love, mean to me<br />The stars that shine and the moon that glow<br />Bear witness to my painful sorrow<br /><br /><br />Loving you isn't too hard nor so easy<br />Because I'm always stuck between this tragic irony<br />This feeling brings me sadness and glory<br />The lethal embracing of misleading harmony<br /><br /><br />But despite of that I can never ever let<br />My love could fade, as the stars in the horizon would set<br />I don't care how much pain it would cause me<br />Loving and caring, I always will be<br /><br /><br />If only the time would ever cease<br />Telling my feelings for you wouldn't be at ease<br />This hidden love of mine would no longer be<br />A dream, but an endless realityKainiZzzhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14275089093579644966noreply@blogger.com1